What I want to be

I was sitting ,and was thinking,
When a question struck me,
What is it, that I want to be?
Was it my goal to be free?
Or was it about being in glee?

Now I became curious,
Why didn't I say physics?
Or my second love mathematics?
Or my new love English?

Where my first thoughts gibberish?
Oh ,for God's sake,
Was my love for these things fake?

I was in a dilemma,
But,I felt a kind of peace,
When I realised,
Because I felt free
When I wanted, I could glee.

If I am free,
I can love more things than the three,

I understand
I may not be as free as I want,
But as long as I am free,
I will not take anything for grant.


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