Thoughts and Expression

No matter how deep the wounds are Doesn't matter how long will last the scars Shut the doors and the windows,  Put everything to mute Try reclaiming your solitude.  In solitude you wander, think and introspect All your past, present and future aspects In solitude try finding yourself Sympathise, empathise and criticise intending to help The first moments are uncertain and unpleasant Then you realise, you are yours best confidant Be it the darkness in the souls Or the shapelessness in ones attitude All this you will overcome When you regain focus, in your solitude. Solitude is not loneliness, I insist Find yourself in it and you shall persist To all those, who have found yourself in solitude You all have my polite, humble and deep gratitude. 

  To be honest,at first when I read it,I didn’t feel anything special about it.It was for me a simple sentence expressing a common fact or basically common sense.The one thing that I must confess,I was no more satisfied with my “common sense”, because,when I thought about it I started to see the emotional connections or contrast that this expression is capable of implying.The rain has no emotions it has only one purpose, to reach the ground.It gives the earth necessary moisture to rejuvenate its natural beauty and wonder,but it has no sense of what it is doing and in some situations it is capable of damaging and even destroying the very earth that burnt in the heat of sun to give birth to the clouds that would result in rain, with the hope of putting an end to torture of summer heat and restore its natural beauty.When it comes to tears coming out of our eyes all I want to say say is; Tears come out of our eyes when we feel deeply emotional they come out because of e...

  When warmth of the day meets the breeze of evening It feels so nice to close my eyes walk on a street feel the mild soothing lights On my face wishing the street never ends the sound of trees whispering in my ears open my eyes and I see in everything a natural beauty And all my worries stop worrying me All my good memories put a smile on my face

  I get happy sometimes But I don’t jump and dance I get sad sometimes But I don’t cry I get angry sometimes But I don’t scold or get irritated Sometimes I ask questions to myself But I don’t answer Sometimes I give answers to questions That I haven’t asked I do have a choice, I think But I am still not convinced.

I was sitting ,and was thinking, When a question struck me, What is it, that I want to be? Was it my goal to be free? Or was it about being in glee? Now I became curious, Why didn't I say physics? Or my second love mathematics? Or my new love English? Where my first thoughts gibberish? Oh ,for God's sake, Was my love for these things fake? I was in a dilemma, But,I felt a kind of peace, When I realised, Because I felt free When I wanted, I could glee. If I am free, I can love more things than the three, I understand I may not be as free as I want, But as long as I am free, I will not take anything for grant.

I was there,looking at all of them, Everyone was so happy and friendly I felt like I was at home, But unfortunately it was not the case, It  was  a  new  place. Some were shy,some were funny,I must admit, I did not want to think anyone of them was hypocrite. I started realising,they were wearing masks, They were wearing these,so they can get done their tasks, Everyone was after something ,everyone was in a chase. It  was  a  new  place. I felt angry,I wanted to shout and scream, But then I woke up suddenly, realising it was a dream, As passed the time ,as passed the days, I forgot the dream and the new place.

Be free Be bold Be funny Be happy That's all I can say because now I feeling sleepy.

It looks like my desire and attempts to gain knowledge using complete logical reasoning has turned out to be an excuse for me ,to have highly self-centered thinking and get detached from most of the social interactions and relationships. This may put me in a state of social-isolation with a potential insensitiveness towards my pain and ,the pain I may cause to others , just in the name of not having any role in causing the pain or having no intention to cause the pain at all.

She is the nicest among girls, Her teeth shines like precious pearls. Her smile is the most special among all, She is the nicest among girls. Her voice is sweet as a singing koyal , The sweetest voice after all. She is the nicest among girls, She is the nicest among girls.

Why don't you understand? That I am not on your command I am for what I stand, Why don't you understand? Please don't lend me your hand, Why don't you understand? On my own feet I want to stand, Why don't you understand?